This semester I've been mostly working on research and films. I shifted my focus to develop more in-depth questions I wanted to ask myself.
It has been really tough. I've came to realize some things that I didn't really want to realize. I kept revisiting the past and it simultaneously made me feel safe and really sad. I missed my friends and my street. I felt so confined in my own mind and in my environment. Actually, I struggled my whole way through. Writing this post I tried to find a time when I felt uplifted but there were actually none. Maybe in my sleep but I was asleep. I always have the tendency to show that I am doing well but at this point, I'm even too fatigue to turn this around.
In moments, I don't know what art is anymore and I spent a lot of time desperately looking for her. In moments, I don't know why I am asking these questions and doing these research and I spent a lot of time desperately looking for an answer. At this temporary end, I only found The Isley Brothers.
It's time for a short break.
This is what I would like to show:
Idea I: Cut an eight minute film with no voice over.
External Project (film)-Visual Art For The Blind/Deaf-Blind/Visually Impaired
I Am Here To Stay (film) - Resistance
With Ian - Solitude | Black Frame after Activism film
Idea II: Voiceover explanation for projects more in work in progress
Curse Guid To Reservoir Dogs - Information Design before Corona
I Am Here To Stay (film) - Resistance (show film)
With Ian - Solitude | Black Frame at end